My thighs are black and blue from where I hit them Hyperventilating and out of control in the bathroom I didn’t care what the girl in the green hijab thought when I slammed open the door- Momentarily I didn’t care that I made her jump- I locked myself in the stall. And now I’m black … Continue reading Black and Blue →

I had this dream once, shortly after you left. I dreamt we were lost in some alley somewhere, taking pills and counting lines to sleep. I lost you somewhere along the way- walked all over the place trying to reach you; and when I found you, lying there, curled up in the dark, I just … Continue reading Phage →

I don’t want to forget the night you used your sweater to wipe the powder that had nestled on the inside of my nose away and I sat at your feet and I cried and you ran your fingers through my hair

So that none of the things that have happened to me, happened to me. So he could never fuck me up. Or him. or him,